Maybe it's me.
Maybe I'm ready for the shucking of the old and bringing in the new.
I've had a day, a week, a month, a year.
None of it has been easy.
Don't get me wrong, I was never taught that life is easy and la-di-da.
I'm just saying that this year has sucked quite a bit and that maybe life could chill for a moment and let me catch my breath.
Stop throwing shit my way. Or even at me.
Let me finish cleaning up my last disaster before a new one hits. And maybe stop hitting me on all fronts.
Oddly enough, I looked forward to this Autumn.
I love the color palette, earthy smell, and knowledge of the vegetation shutting down until spring. Time to take a nap. Throw off the old and wait for the new.
Most of the time I'm hesitant in moving on. I love Summer, Autumn and Winter and could completely skip Spring (what a stupid season). But the biggest thing I wind up missing from Summer are the kisses of the sun and the sand between the toes.
This year I can't wait to leave those last few months behind.All of them.
Far behind.
So that is me, maybe.
Time to roll.
Let's get out of here.
Done with the year.
Maybe my head is in the Autumnal Equinox phase.
Throwing off the old. Making room for the new. Maybe even taking a nap in-between.
